alexdamien

 I was talking with a girl from the social service today and I told her that I wanted to get some clients because I was needing money and she said that she had made some business cards to hand out to people and that she had around four or five clients aside from her current job. So, I had planned to go downtown to check out where I could get them done, but my grandmother told me to go to walmart to get some stuff, and then my legs just hurt too much. Besides, it was already too late to go by then. So, it's now 7:24 in the evening and I feel like I've done nothing and achieved nothing all day. Gods, this sucks. Besides, it's way too hot today :P I'm melting!

I've been awake for 12 hours. I must have DONE something today...
- Went to the social service until 11
-Came back home, showered and made bed until 1:30
-Went to walmart until 2:30
-Had dinner until 4:00
-Checked some fics and uploaded one to AO3 (that site is weiiiirddd...)
-Tumblr until now. (Oh, so THAT was the culprit in my time wasting!)

Aaah, I'm just gonna try and get some writing for the rest of the day. I'm getting pissed at how slow the fic writing is going. I should have something a bit more concrete by now, but I just can't get past the middle! Chase is such a hard character to write.

I spent some time today looking over my old Dissidia fics and being really interested. I can see why I was so obsessed back then. I can still feel the same feeling of boundless creation and infinite possibilities that the Dissidia game provided. I also got some more ideas for another Xiaolin Showdown fic :3 One about Jack losing his memory and his parents sort of not knowing how to deal with this kid who doesn't understand that they don't know how to parent, and Chase suddenly realising that the usual Jack wasn't that bad...Sigh, so many ideas, so very little done...